My Birthday

Today is my birthday....I'm so happy. Cause I received a lot of phone calls, sms and emails wishes from my friends. Even a beauty centre that I engaged with, called up and sang the birthday song to me via phone... This is really so touch !!!

Other than that, Fluene aka Annie one of my forum friends, she is pregnant!!! OMG, all the good news. And this good news is a very precious and good birthday present to me. You may think I'm crazy, not me pregnant, why am I so happy. To me, as long is good news, even the good news not involve me, I'm still happy for them and is a good news to me. Fluene have been trying so hard to conceive, and with God bless, SHE IS PREGNANT!!!

God always do miracle things, Thank you God for the good news!!! Please continue to bless her and her baby :) I will continue to pray for her :)

What a good days!!!

Sick - MC again in February 2009

I'm sick again.. very sad...I have no idea what's wrong
First migraine attacked, then again migraine attacked for the following week, after migraine, i hurt my right hip, continue with flu...flu and flu...

sigh....I wonder when I will be healthy again, I need to be full gear back to work. I need energy, I need the inspiration, the power, the motivation so I can fully focus on my work...

Hope will recover very soon and be healthy again :)

Obama

I don't know why, I don't know what's wrong, I only know that I'm excited, excited Obama became the first African-American president in U.S. I don't know why am I excited? Why am I searching high and low, or shall I say, I'm following his news ever since he won in the election. Obama, the African-American Makes History, Obama gets down to work after historic day, Obama and Michelle dance during the Southern Ball in Washington, Obama this and Obama that.....and bla bla..even he is not our country's president.

Majority people have high expectation on Obama, hoping him will fulfill the promises he promised. While some of them, doubt with his leadership, wonder what can he change? Well, I think everybody deserve for a chance, before a person become an expert, he/she once was a learner as well, as green as the field in the farm. Yes, maybe he is inexperienced, he has a lot of issues to handle and he is in the world of peril. With the current situation, no harm to give him a chance to try, he may success to solve all the problems, or he may fail. No one know, only him, the God will know. And most all the issues that needed his attention, unable to resolve in a day, or short term. So I think is unfair to judge or doubt with his leadership at this moment.

To me, I'm excited to know how will his leadership will go, how he solve the issues, and where will he lead the US, at this moment, I'm excited, and I have high hope on him, I believe he can make it, he has my full support, I do hope some miracle will happen in his leadership. He is my idol at this moment.

However, too much expectation on Obama, where I think is unhealthy. Too much tension, stress, is not healthy. Should give his some space, some period to proof himself. After a certain period, then we can judge whether he is doing a good job or not.

Whatever and however, I will continue to support Obama, hoping to see all the changes. I believe he can make it :) Maybe God bless him and American will support him, cause he was chosen by them. Obama, ganbatte ne!!

1st MC in 2009

I was sick from weekend till today. Had very bad migraine, fever and slight flu.
And I was back to parent's home. I feel so bad, I didn't help my mum anything, I was resting the whole day. My mum did the houseworks.. I feel so bad. Mum also not feeling well, not fit as previously, yet she can do. Why am I so weak? I just couldn't stand with the migraine, is killing me.

Today, I went to clinic to see doctor and got the medication. After medication, I felt much better, but I feel so fatigue...no energy!!

1st MC in 2009. I hope I will recover soon and healthy for thru out the whole year

I need to rant

I'm not sure what's wrong with me, whether I'm too much stress with my work or I'm hormone change where my menses is going to pay me a visit.

But I know, I need to rant...... I think the human surrounding me is driving me crazy.

First case
I need to work on a project with a colleague in oversea. To me she is very nice, very thoughtful, helpful and sweet. BUT when come to work, I just can't believe how rigid she is. I know some of the items we need to standardized but not all the items. Every country has their own requirement. Therefore that's "deviation" need to apply to suit with each country if they can't follow the certain standard. She insist I have to follow "Exactly". I explained to her what's the reasons we can't follow the standard and hoping to apply deviation. Then she was trying so hard to convince and asking for all the unnecessary reason just to support her idea. Other than that, she also requesting me pull those "not useful" report just to support it. I really need to halt it, I feel so irritating. She keep on using her country as a benchmark/standard and require others countries to follow. Where I think this is not the right way. She should have some survey and get all countries to send in their data, then she study it and come out with a standard policy where minimum fulfill each country requirements. Then this is standard policy and everybody can use it. If she claim that have to follow the standard policy, then why in her own country, that's added more policy to suit her country. If is a standard policy where every country have to follow, then shouldn't her country should set as an example to follow straightly rather than amended it?

Second case
Doesn't mean you are not doing the job, you may simply change it and don't consider the person who person the tasks. This is very selfish. My superior wanted us to changed some policy just to comply with the standard policy. I told him, we can't. Not only it doesn't suit with our local requirement, but it also will cause us more works due to the changes. It doesn't fit in the "simplified the works" and "reduce the workload". And most of the things, they only see in front of their foot, not the future. It couldn't be you invest so much in a system, and you only want to use only for 5 years? It should longer than that!!! And is a selfish thinking to proceed with a decision and because it doesn't affect you much and you are not the one who do the tasks. Is wasting of manpower, time, energy and etc. It because I don't do, other people is doing, therefore, it doesn't make any big deal if the workload increase. Actually, whatever decision make, it doesn't affect me, cause I'm just a project manager for this task, I'm not running the tasks.. But I just pity of the team who performing the tasks. Because the wrong decision make, then have to re-do again, is wasting a lot of time, sources and etc.

I really don't understand how they think. Isn't that when we plan a project, it should be look in long term than short term especially it need a big capital to run the project. Need to study the pros and cons, try to work to minimize the cons and avoid rushing making the decision.

Sighhhhhh... Can I reject to be the project manager for this projecttttttttttt!!!!!

Hoping tomorrow will be a better day

Belated christmas gift from a friend - Titanium necklace

This is Phiten necklace where it has the below benefits
-Relieves joint and muscle pain
-Alleviates discomfort
-Prevents fatigue
-Improves blood circulation
-Enhances athletic abilities

And this is their website www.phitenmy.com

Quote:
Phiten could utilize it's original "Philid Proccessing" technology to process almost anything to draw forth or mazimise our body potential and natural healing power. Using Phild process, Phiten also become the first company to able to dissolve Titanium fully in water. Titanium in a wide variety of products catering to the needs of different consumers.

My friend always heard me complained shoulder ache, stiff neck...so he bought this as Christmas present. Hope this could help me out :) So sweet of him

I hope it works well :)
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Smart Gal

It was the fist day of job in 2009. Not very busy, still manageable.
At night when I was online, I chatted with one of my net friend.
To me, she is very smart, cute and intelligent. Hmmm...you must be wonder why i made such a comments.

She is in earlier 20, married last year to a Singaporean man. Therefore, she needs to leave her lovely family and country to stay with her husband. While chatting, she told me her husband don't like to eat fish, don't like to drink water, always drink cold herbal tea and so on.

To her, husband doesn't like to eat fish is the main concern. As all of us aware, fish has good nutrition and protein. She here is the trick. When they went out for dinner, she will purposely order spicy fish dish. Half way eating, she will claimed she can't finish, due to too spicy. So the husband was indirectly 'force' to finish the food. Isn't that is the smart way rather than request it directly :)

That's another case. Drinking cool herbal tea is not good for health. One day, the mother in law (MIL) boiled herbal tea. She told her MIL that she prefer to have the the herbal tea in room temperature. When she took the herbal tea, she asked her MIL where is her husband's herbal tea? The MIL told her it was in the refrigerator. Immediately she told her MIL the husband would like to have his meal now. It was ten minutes later the herbal tea was store in the refrigerator, therefore the tea is in chill. She will prepared the meal for her husband and got him to drink the herbal tea in chill rather than cool. Isn't that is an intelligent action? It doesn't offend anyone yet still manage to get the objective done.

Hmmm... I should learn from her..Smart wife!! No need to trigger my hot temperature, no need to raise my voice, no offend anyone and reach my objective..

Wish me good luck !!!

Lunch on New Year 2009

Here are some photos taken during the lunch on 2009 New Year.

More to Japanese food and mixed with Chinese food.
All the Japanese food was cooked by otosan except sushi :)

Worry

I'm a bit down today. I'm not sure what's wrong with it...I guessed, I'm stunned with another news.

Alvin's beloved granny passed away at 8.30pm today. It was long long time I didn't contact him. Guessed what? This is the 4th bad news I received in this month after my AD.

1st, Keat's father in law passed away
2nd, SE's mother passed away
3rd, an aunt from my hometown, where is my mum's friend
4th, Alvin's granny passed away

I'm sad, why? why so many bad news... I scare..terrified with the news...

I don't know how to express my feeling in this blog, I'm not a good writer, my English is not good...and I'm not a blogger as well...

I just feel sad with all the news, I believed all their family members which to celebrate the Christmas and 2009 New Year with them... and they just didn't make it...They are back to God... will they be the stars far away protect to their family, to see their family from top, to continue to love them?
Are they the stars who are observe here and there?

I'm not sure...Hope the angle will be with them in the heaven, stars in heaven

SE's mum passed away

I received text message from SE this 5.52am this morning. She told me her mum passed away yesterday, she was tired and sad.

When I saw the text message from the phone, I was stunned. I was speechless, I was sad, I was frust, I was sorry for her... I don't know what I shall do.

While I was bathing in the bathroom, I cried...I just can't stop crying. I don't understand why I was so emotion. I looked horrible in front of the mirror, my eyes were red, my nose was red, and how will I went to work with this look.

HB was laughing at me... I guessed he tried to cheer me up... He said I looked like rain deers...cause my nose was very red...

Thank you everyone for the prayers, really appreciated!!

I hope SE's will rest peacefully in God's arm, the angle will take care of her. And I do hope God will comfort SE's and her family.

Pray for my colleague's mum

I got to know my colleague's mum is suffering cancer 3 months ago. Her mum has been suffering cancer since 2 years ago. My colleague -SE is so strong to handle the situation. I never know, she had been hiding her feeling, sadness and etc. I was not aware at all till she told me.

I was surprised to hear the news and amazed the stronger she has. From that day onward, I tried my best to put this item in my prayer list. I know is difficult to get any miracle from this sickness, but I do hope her mum can recover or suffer lesser from this sickness.

She was on emergency leave since Wednesday, heard her mum was not stable. Morning, when I called her again, she told me her mum is in critical situation. In the evening, I rang her up again, she told me they brought her mum back to home.

I feel so sad, I worry her and I don't know how she can handle the situation. I just can't stop shred tears when think her situation, her mum's pain.

I don't know how to extend my help to her. I only managed to sms to my Christian friends requested them to pray for her mum, help her to do her job and pray for her... I really have no idea what I can do, to help her burden, her tiredness, her sadness...

I know is difficult to have miracle, but I do hope miracle will come to help her mum and her.

Raining Monday

It was raining Monday. The whole day, it was raining, non-stop....
I guessed it nice to sleep, cooling weather.
But it was a bit cool for me...guess what? Yup, I got flu...so going to take medicine and sleep later...

Didn't do much.. Just chit-chat with mum, playing with my lovely niece...

Oh well, I did some ironing..so I have cloths to wear for working hahaha..

Take care

Lunch on Sunday

I woke up early in the morning. Around 7.45am I was out of my bed, heading to the bathroom. Get myself ready for Sunday morning service. I reached the church around 8.35am, I know I was late. After the serviced, I had breakfast with brothers and sisters. We did some catch up, exchanged of info, updated some news...

By 11.30pm, I was heading to my friend's house. I reached there around 12pm, the uncle was still preparing for the lunch... After said Hi to the family members, I snail back to my friend's room to do some other stuffs.

By 2pm, the lunch was ready. I was looking forward, I was wonder, what uncle might prepared.
When I reached the dining room, I saw, that's noodle with ice, some dishes like vege, slices ham, slices mushroom, fried chicken and etc.. And I saw a bowl of soup with ice cube as well... Then I realized, we are having 'cold noodle'...hmmm....interesting, I knew 'cold noodle' from Korea, but I never know that Japan also have 'cold noodle'.

Wah! the cold noodle was nice, delicious, gorgeous... I told the my friend's father in law "Otosan, kore, totemo oishi desu yo" hahah.. I believe Otosan must be very happy to hear the compliment... I had 2 serves, where I shouldn't be... Because I'm on diet plan... I plan to shred a few pounds hahah... But the noodle was too nice, too delicious, where I can't resisted myself for 2nd bowl of noodle...

Regretted I was in the hurry, I forget to bring my camera... Should captured the nice dishes...

Sunday Lunch

I'm looking forward tomorrow lunch. I was invited by my best friend's father in law for lunch tomorrow. At first I was a bit stunt with the invitation, I thought I heard wrongly... Couldn't be her father in law invited me for lunch on Sunday... What made me doubt, because he is Japanese. From my understanding, Japanese don't simply invite a friend, should I be precisely - daughter in law's friend for lunch, and only met me for twice only...

After he mentioned for second time, my doubt gone... Yes, I did hear correctly...hahah.. And he said he will cook for me... I was so touched with it. He said just simple Japanese home cook food... I was so happy to hear that, cause I love home cook food... Therefore, I'm looking forward for it....

Well, I shall go to bed now... and prepare myself to enjoy the Japanese home cook food... Maybe I could 'steal' some recipe from him...hahahaha

star-in-heaven

I love to see stars... I wonder how many billion or should i said how many trillion stars are there in the universal....

Will there any space available for me... am i belong to one of the star !! I wonder